Mirisa svake trave, grma, stopa koje se ne vide, tragova
onih koji su tuda prošli i načina na koji su prošli, užurbano, ljutito,
smireno, veselo, zdravo i čilo, poletno ili bolesno i sumorno, polako. Mirisa
koje su donijeli sa sobom od tamo gdje su bili prije nego sto su ovuda prošli i
mirisa nošenih zrakom.
Ja sam sada i ovdje, potpuno svjestan svega sto me okružuje
u svakom trenutku.
Svih zvukova koji me okružuju, ptica, ljutitog glasa para
koji se svađa u daljini, nervoze u tonu i mirisu nošenog vjetrom, plača djeteta
u daljini, veselog žamora prijatelja u šetnji, uzrujanog laveža, veselog laveža,
zvukova prometa, … Svako prometalo ima svoj potpuno drugačiji zvuk i miris koji
nose na gumama, mirise ljudi u njima kroz otvorene prozore.
Ja sam sada i ovdje, potpuno svjestan svega sto me okružuje u svakom trenutku.
Vidim ptice, na podu, u grmlju, na drveću, vidim ljude koji
hodaju prema meni i prolaze mimo i one iza, osjetim njihove mirise koje nose na
sebi, sa sobom, raspoloženja i stanja, vidim bicikle, oni isto nose zvuk i
mirise kao i osobe na njima, vidim djecu i čujem ih, njušim njihova raspoloženja
i stanja, vidim druge pse, čujem ih i osjetim njihove mirise, one daleko i one
blizu, vidim drveća i grmove, travu, klupice, stupove rasvjete, stazu, osjetim
svaku drugačije pod nogama, pod jastučićima i toga sam svjestan, a sve sto
vidim nosi i miris onih kojih više nema, koji su tu bili prije, njihovih stanja
i raspoloženja, njihovih godina.
Ja sam sada i ovdje potpuno svjestan svega sto me okružuje u
svakom trenutku, mirisima, u slici, u zvuku, u raspoloženjima i stanjima,
istovremeno, paralelno i svakim novim korakom i trenutkom to se sve mijenja i
izmjenjuje. A sto ti vidiš, čuješ, osjetiš, čega si ti svjestan i da li je išta
od toga sada i ovdje?
Here and now I am totally aware of everything around me at
every moment.
The smell of each blade of grass, bush, footprints that
cannot be seen, traces left by those who've passed this way and how they
passed, in a hurry, angrily, calmly, cheerfully, in good health, boldly, with
inspiration, or feebly and darkly, slowly. The smells they brought with them
from wherever they'd been before they passed through here and the smells borne
by the air.
Here and now I am totally aware of everything around me at
every moment.
All the sounds around me, the birds, the angry voices of a
couple who are arguing in the distance, the nerves in their cadences and the
smells borne by the wind, the cries of a child in the distance, the cheery
murmur of friends out for a walk, a distressed bark, a happy bark, the sounds
of traffic,… Every vehicle has its own totally different sound and smell borne
along on its tires, the smells of people in them through the open windows.
Here and now I am totally aware of everything around me at
every moment.
I see birds, on the ground, in the bushes, on the trees, I
see people who are walking toward me and passing me by and the ones behind, I
feel their smells they bear along on them, with them, their moods and frames of
mind, I see bicycles, they also bear sounds and smells as well as the people
riding them, I see children and hear them, I sniff their moods and frames of
mind, I see other dogs, I hear and sense their smells, the ones that are far
and the ones that are close, I see trees and bushes, grass, benches, lamp
posts, a path, I sense each one differently underfoot, under paw pads and I am
aware of that, and everything that I see bears the smell of those who aren't
here any more, those who have passed this way, their frames of mind and moods,
their age.
Here and now I am totally aware of everything around me at
every moment, in smells, in image, in sound in moods and frames of mind,
simultaneously, parallel and with each new step and moment it all changes and
shifts. So what do you see, hear, sense, what are you aware of and is anything
of that here and now?
